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Showing posts from October, 2006
The day flew by. I am noticing I am getting stronger by the week. My workout routine is starting to get more ramped up. I have this gnawing feeling that I have to change myself, and this look I have needs upgrading. I am so stiff most of the time but I am feeling so good.

I had this idea... I think I am going to try something to help motivate me. I am going to carry a failure and try changing my life around that failure. I can't go into it immediately but, if it works I will let you know.
I am not going to be a fireman... In Calgary. It was told to me October 4th, 2006 by Tom, Tom, Wayne and Bill. I am at a loss as to why I am not a good candidate for saving lives but in the end it doesn't matter. I can not apply again for my file has been closed. Thanks for the memories. 6 years of living a certain way. It is a weird freeing feeling knowing that my life is going in a different direction.


I have been thinking about life. I am still mulling over the recent outcome of not becoming a fireman. I have this desire to do something. Perhaps it will come to me, but as of right now, the feeling is gnawing slowly at my soul.